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First of all, I want to say how blessed we have been by so many of you- your encouraging words, how you have shared in our excitement, and how you have prayed for us. We are so incredibly blessed, and we don’t take it for granted!

We have spent so many hours researching, filling out paperwork, sitting in a psychologist’s office, all to be approved as parents. We are preparing ourselves, making our home ready, our lives ready, and most importantly our hearts ready to be parents. I do know I can’t ever be completely prepared, I’m fully aware of that, but we are getting ourselves as ready as we can. But there was one thing I thought I had prepared myself for, but keeps taking me by surprise. It’s just one simple question.

“But do you want any of our own kids?” or maybe “Don’t you want to have your own kids first?”

Here’s the thing. I get it. Well kind of. People just naturally think of beginning their family by having biological kids- and there’s nothing wrong with having/wanting biological children. I mean the Bible says, “be fruitful and multiply” and God promised to make Abraham a great nation- and He did by giving him a son, and many generations. All children are an incredible blessing. The thing that is wrong is the thinking that somehow adopted children are somehow lesser than biological children. Most people probably wouldn’t say that, or maybe they aren’t even thinking it consciously, but to equate “own” with biological is doing just that. It is lessening the relationship of parents with their children who were adopted.

This baby is our own baby.

We don’t know them yet, but their presence is felt in our life. The evidence of their place in our life is seen by the home study sitting on my table waiting for its final stamp, by the empty space in their bedroom waiting for a crib. But more than that, I feel it. It’s the change in my heart, the way it longs for them, the way I worry if they are being held, cared for, loved, and protected. The way that I pray for them, pray that they would come home quickly, pray that they would have someone who cuddles them until I can, pray that someone would show them that love until I can.

Because you see this isn’t just some random baby that I pray for, this is my baby. My own baby.

“Whether or not you can have biological children really has nothing to do with the Christian’s call to orphan care. Further, we don’t see adoption as merely a plan B and only for parents who can’t have biological children. Rather, we see both orphan care and adoption as expressions of practical Christianity.”

-Orphanology

Please know, my desire is not to bash anyone, or to make people feel badly about what they may have said to others, but simply to share my heart. I believe that we have been adopted into Christ’s family, that He recognizes us as His sons and daughters, His own sons and daughters, not as something lesser. I also believe that adoption into our families here on earth is a picture of that which He did for us.

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well, we are officially one year in! I can’t believe that Nick and I have been living here for an entire year! It has been such an amazing year- we have been so blessed by getting to live and serve here, and by the people God has brought into our lives. We have learned so many lessons, grown in dependence on Christ, and felt blessings beyond what we could have ever imagined. It is incredible what can happen in just a year.

The other day Nick and I were talking about how amazing/crazy this year has been. It’s hard to believe that this next year could be any more crazy, but the thing is, it probably will be. We’re so excited for the next adventure that God has put in front of us, and we’re jumping in head first.

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yes, it is true- Nick and I are in the middle of an adoption! Today was such a great day to mark one full year in Dubai, first we went to the police station to get our criminal clearance for here, and then we got to have our final home study. We still have a few more papers to fill out/hoops to jump through for the UAE/USA side of things, and we don’t know how long it will all take, but we know that God is preparing our hearts more and more every day for our sweet baby.

International adoption is something that God put on our hearts even before we were married, and we just feel God’s timing is now. There are so many unknowns, and so many questions still unanswered  for us, but we do know that our baby will be 0-12 months and from Pakistan, and we are hoping to bring them home sometime this next year (although the sooner the better for us!). 

We are so thankful for all of the support we have received, and we are so thankful for God’s grace that has brought us to this point. The more I learn about how Christ adopted us into His family, the more I see His heart for adoption, and the more He grows and molds me. We have so far to go but we can’t wait to see how He continues to grow us in this area, and we are so excited for the journey. Thank you to all of you who have journeyed this with us. We are so blessed by each of you! 

B

p.s. a big thanks to my friend Shelby who helped us with our announcements to send to our family- she really is the best! you can check out her amazing creativity at http://honeysuckleblog.blogspot.com/